|Make it Spring every day.|
Smile. Laugh. It’s not easy. When I want to cry, sleep forever, and run away as far away as the farthest galaxy. My head pounds and frustration pushes behind my eyeballs and tries to poke them out of my sockets. POP! And like a stubborn dog on a bone this dull ache gnaws at the heart. Mind says no answers exist. Nothing new to look forward to. It will always be like this. Lies. Lies. Lies. So what do I do? Smile. And then I laugh. I smile and my heart feels lighter. I laugh and these negative feels grow week and crumble away to nothingness. I laugh at the pain because it means nothing. I praise God for the pain and move on with my tasks. I conquer. I pay no mind to my situation and my environment because they soon will be gone. They will cease to exist. Know it. Understand it. Be happy. So. I smile. And laugh. And move on. The result? I suffer from random smile and laugh attacks.
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